“Ghosts live with us… We accept the existence of ghosts,” Elizabeth Kadetsky writes in her engaging new memoir-in-essays, The Memory Eaters, a book which explores the ways in which we both survive and absorb the traumatic events of our family’s past and of our own lives, in part by forgetting them, in part by struggling to preserve them. Do we model ourselves according to our parents’ and grandparents’ behavior? Or are we invisibly altered through our genetic inheritance? How might our conscious attention to the details of our past allow us to change our reactions to the world? And yet how is it that the past also shapes us in ways we can scarcely comprehend or perceive? Kadetsky’s nuanced essays explore the complicated contradictions inherent to memory, how memory holds us captive to our familial wounds, while at the same time helping us preserve the stories, and presences, of those we love.
~ Paisley Rekdal, author of The Broken Country
In The Memory Eaters, Elizabeth Kadetsky carries us down “the river of forgetfulness,” a journey that proves both brilliant and beautiful. The author’s precise eye for detail, the lushness of her prose, her relentless and unflinching determination to comprehend a family’s incalculable mysteries, shape a vividly unforgettable memoir of longing and discovery. This one will haunt me for some time.
~ Dinty W. Moore, author of Between Panic & Desire
There’s a scene at the end of Elizabeth Kadetsky’s searing memoir The Memory Eaters, where the author tries to run power for all the items in a 700 square foot apartment through two sockets. Not surprisingly, the circuit breaker blows. It is an apt metaphor for the heartbreaking and often brutal catastrophes that befall Kadetsky. But unlike the circuit breakers, the author doesn’t blow. On the contrary, she illuminates her battles with her mother’s Alzheimer’s, her sister’s addiction, and family secrets with radiant insights and gorgeous writing. Ultimately, Kadetsky answers the question inherent in this memoir: Can we remake the past using the wisdom of the present? The Memory Eaters exquisitely answers that question in the affirmative.
~Betsy Carter, author of We Were Strangers Once
Kadetsky’s The Memory Eaters functions as love letters to single mothers, to New York City of the 70s and 80s, to the fashion industry, to graffiti artists, and to her own mother, of course. And like all the best love letters it’s simultaneously wistful and romantic and cutting and sublime. The lyric approach she employs effects a dizzying parallel to the destabilizing experience of dealing with a loved one’s Alzheimer’s. She, to use her own words, describes a taxonomy of the unknown.
~Jeff Parker, Juniper Prize for Creative Nonfiction judge and author of Where Bears Roam the Streets
The Memory Eaters, a lyric memoir in essays, is forthcoming in April 2020 from U Mass Press as winner of the 2019 Juniper Prize in Creative Nonfiction. Stay tuned here for updates on this cyclical, spiraling narrative treating New York in the 1970s and 80s, a single mother and fashion model, the New York homeless shelters, and graffiti, through such lenses as nostalgia, yoga, PTSD, and more. Read excerpts here:
Bombing the Ghost — Agni
The Memory Pavilion — Post Road
The Oracle — Mission at Tenth
Moths — Guernica